For Once

Another day passes along

the worldly affairs rambling on;

Profound in my core prevails a hustle 

Comprehending not where I belong.

Certainly, arduous concealing it all within

& reminiscing days with no concerns; 

Anyhow, hard hits the reality

with constant being hesitation. 

Peek into that deepest corner of my heart

Whither fibs me desolate & solitary;

Wondering how no one ever reached–

the fraction wholly unmilitary! 

Solely bestowing you access;

to strive in & feel my distress.

For once...