How I felt between...

Showing delicate contentment

& being immensely shattered within. 

Applauding for everyone

& longing myself. 

Joking around 

& wailing all alone myself. 

Participating in every major battle

& all defeated by myself. 

Comforting every way I could

& miserable by myself. 

Giving all that I have

& left empty inside. 

Calming each who sobbed

& weeping myself. 

The irony being these assumed lines

& all this being the certainty by itself.